Saturday, June 11, 2011

music

I've had a number of boyfriends over the years but Brad has to be the one that has grabbed my attention for the longest and for good reasons. Those in the past were absorbed with self-interest and only satisfying their own egos. One came all the way to Vancouver from Toronto but all he wanted or seemed to be interested in was sex. Perhaps he wasn't that good in communicating, not everyone is, but that was the impression I got.

Brad on the other hand, knows what to say and when to say it. We have a natural spiritual and emotional bond. Even when I had my latest health issues, he contacted me at a time when I actually needed a lift. Since he doesn't have a computer of his own, sometimes communicating is a bit of a challenge but not impossible. He always seems to find a way. For what ever reasons, he cannot be out here until Christmas at the earliest. When he does arrive, it will be well worth the wait for both of us, and he knows it! He'll be wondering why it all took so long! It'll be awesome to hear that deep, sexy voice in person rather than over the phone and wrapping my arms around that awesome body of his. I can't wait to kiss him either! Hey sexy, get here and we'll all be the better for it! I can feel that warm, moist breath of his now!!! Let's make some music and all your past troubles will be just there, in the past and ancient history!!! - V

4 comments:

Mind Of Mine said...

Do you and Brad have a long distance relationship.

Let me know if these questions get tiresome.

Volker said...

Yes, ours is a long distance relationship currently. He was, and still is, keen on getting together. The earliest Brad could be here is Christmas. I'm on the coast in British Columbia and he's in Nova Scotia on the Canada's Atlantic coast! - V

Mind Of Mine said...

That must be extremely difficult. Is your relationship exclusive?

Volker said...

It is very difficult, challenging I would say, but I am focused and have a lot of discipline to put forward into our relationship.

He is bisexual and i learned months ago that he has a girlfriend but despite this our relationship is strong. Brad's feelings for me are the same as they always have been!

From 2006 to 2008 I had another guy vying for my attention but I chose Brad because he had so much more to offer. The other guy just wanted sex to gratify himself and not much more..seemed rather selfish to me.

Brad has his issues from his childhood. Many have issues that date from that time period. I think we both realize that getting through them will take both our efforts. Its complicated but in the long run we'll both be better people for it! - V